I have a constant love-hate relationship with my blog.
Just when I am about to delete my domain, I look back at old post and I am so proud.
It is almost 2 years of blogging, and documenting my life.
But I feel like the blog is confirming my existence.
Oh God, that sounds so pathetic. But give me a chance to explain:
It's like I've been doing things to perfection all my life; star student in high school, first girl of my class to finish the civil engineer studies, playing the piano etc.
I've been doing things to satisfy others, mostly my mother.
Not that it didn't feel good to accomplish those things too. And looking back it wouldn't trade those things in for blogging. I mean having an education is a must, in comparison to a silly blog. But in a way, that is just being a wallflower, not to mention it's lame. :)
The blog is a completely different story.
It's like something I've created all by myself, for myself.
And what impresses me the most, is the acknowledgement from others.
I dare to put myself out there, and people like it.
Well, for the most part, there are always hater and always will be.
But we are closing in on 500 000 view - and that feels amazing.
So stay tuned to Milna-land - a wallflower on steroids :)
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